a cordial invitation to madness

May 22 2012
Cool summer night? Check. Friends? Check. Heat lightning in the distance? Check. Bonfire? Ooohhh, yeah. (Taken with instagram)

Cool summer night? Check. Friends? Check. Heat lightning in the distance? Check. Bonfire? Ooohhh, yeah. (Taken with instagram)

May 10 2012
Such a gorgeous day! Laying on a blanket with a good book and a good man =] (Taken with instagram)

Such a gorgeous day! Laying on a blanket with a good book and a good man =] (Taken with instagram)

Feb 28 2012

Tonight has been a long journey.  I’ve arrived somewhere I haven’t been in a long time, and I think it’s a good place.

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Feb 28 2012

Why do I insist upon searching the past for the things that hurt the most?  What on earth is so enticing about revisiting pain?  Am I seriously an emotional masochist?  I’d like to think I’m able to let go and move on, but all my thoughts lead back to one of the darkest times of my life.

Why can’t I get this off my mind?  Why does it have to invade my thoughts to the point where even my unconscious self brings it up in my dreams?